the everlasting me

This is my life.

måndag, oktober 31, 2005

The death of everlasting love


Pet Shop Boys - Go West somehow it gives me like this feeling "I can make it, if I fail I will get up and try again". I like it. I wonder if I can listen to it all the time.

söndag, oktober 30, 2005

Tomas.


I feel empty. One week today since we broke up. It feels so empty.
We´ve broken up before but now it´s. well, the real thing. I miss him.
The touch of his skin, his voice, the eyes, when he smiles. Í miss whats inside of him. What he thinks what he feels. Now you´re all thinking: it´s only been a week! Get a life.
But I can´t. He is my life! He was my life?
For one year it was us. Him and me. Me and him. I miss the time when we laughed.

I´m afraid. What if he´s the one?
Yes I am 17, and what do I know about life?
But how do you know when your ment to be?
I´m starting to sound like a really bad book, but who cares?

Loves hard, that´s life.


The picture: Tomas with pink hair, I´m the one with red (dhu!)